"Thanks for ruining my life"

Says a family member once loved

As he tries to walk past

I'm aggressivly shoved

I go in my room

I sit and cry

I want to make it better

Really, I will try

But Im never good enough

And to him I'll never be

Im nothing but daddy's little defect

Thats all his eyes will ever see

Can't you see I loved you?

All the memories we shared?

I never meant to become so distant

I wish you knew I really cared

I'm sorry for making you mad

I'm sorry for upsetting her

I'm sorry I have to stay here

I know my depart is what you'd prefer

I don't have a choice

I have to stay here

But I do still care for you

Even if that's not what you want to hear

I know you love her

And you need her to stay

So I'll leave you two be