Why can't I just get over you? I wish I knew. I keep
trying to grasp for something that's not there anymore, let alone, if it was even there at all.
I know you like other people now, and you're probably
a lot happier with them than you ever were with me. I always said to everyone I just wanted you to be happy, and I do, yet
deep down, I still hurt from it all.
Whenever I start to like someone else or even consider
liking someone else, I compare them to you, then usually they never really seem to completely measure up. I'm not trying to
be obsessive. I just don't really know why I can't let these feelings go.
I really have no real reason writing this because
I know we couldn't ever be together or be happy again like we were, or at least like I thought we were.
I guess this will bif all my thoughts goodbye and
put an end to it all.
So, I hope you are happy in ever decision you make
and good luck with whoever you decide to be with in your future.